Hey you! The stupid one! Why dream so big when you might not achieve them? Know your limits. When you cannot reach your goals, are you going to crash and burn?!
Now that I got your attention, perhaps some of you are feeling insecure about yourself. Be in in looks, academics or ambitions. Ever experience that you want to achieve something and someone tells you straight to you face that you simply can't that you think too much of yourself to think you can achieve such things? That is how I feel right now. I am already clouded with so much self doubt. I did not ask for any encouragement neither did I expect any. Discouraged. I don't think people understand or would understand.
Imagine
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Trying to salvage every ounce of courage and self esteem.
Signing off now.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @
The reason I choose not to become one because I do not want to put myself in a position where I am judged and make myself clouded with self doubt. That I am not good enough. That I just could not cut it.
I was the last to know.
A little more humanity please.
Signing off now.
I was the last to know.
A little more humanity please.
Signing off now.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @
We Were'nt Born To Follow.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @
O levels is officially over.
Indulge myself with lots of computer and television. Namely, watched episodes of Legend of the Seeker and a couple of movies and dramas The Mentalist.
I soooooo want to buy the book by Terry Goodkind Wizard's First Rule of which the Legend of the Seeker is based on.
I wanna run to a cave.
I have a constant urge to keep on eating. Need to hit the gym real soon. Maybe I should run at the stadium. Going gym makes me nervous. All those really muscular people and athletic ones go there and it always makes me feel like a skinny wimp in comparison. Aarg. I need to run.
Richard Cyper!
Anticipating New Moon!
Signing off now.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @
Liverpool versus West Ham match later. Hoping they win by a huge margin. Torres seems ineffective these days. Perhaps its because so many defenders are marking him since he is one of the most accomplished strikers in the English Premier League. Yossi Benayoun and Dirk Kuyt have been scoring goals. Hoping Rafa would always put these two in the starting team. The absence of Xabi Alonso seems to leave a hole in Liverpool.
Lee Min Ho
Currently watching Mackerel Run starring Lee Min Ho. He very cute in the drama. Teehee. I am watching dramas in the midst of 'O' lvls. I have got to put a stop to this.
There is only Chemistry Paper One left next week. Frankly, I am not waiting in anticipation for the results because its going to be very demoralizing.
All the more worth fighting for.
Signing off now.
Friday, September 18, 2009 @
The Procrastinator's Creed:
1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.
2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.
3. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.
4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.
5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.
6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.
7. I shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitesmally small, is not exactly zero.
8. If at first I don't succeed, there is always next year.
9. I shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mind.
10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around to it.
Signing off now.
1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.
2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.
3. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.
4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.
5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.
6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of time given.
7. I shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitesmally small, is not exactly zero.
8. If at first I don't succeed, there is always next year.
9. I shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mind.
10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around to it.
Signing off now.
Monday, August 31, 2009 @
Happy Teachers Day to all teachers!
I would to take this opportunity to thank all the teachers that made an impact on me regardless of the magnitude.
First and foremost, I would like to express my heartfelt thoughts. Let's start with my form and co-form teachers.
Mr Siau and Mdm Zahara
You guys are AWESOME having to put up with students like us, 4E5 students are difficult to handle I must say, and you guys have to have a gargantuan amount of patience not to scream and shout at us. I know we are no angels (we're more of tykes or like boisterous five-year-olds ). We're kinda sorry that we could not get the i-class awards you guys envisioned for us at the start of the year. We disappoint much than we make you guys proud. Mdm Zahara, you have been the nicest and patient teacher to us 4E5. You scolded us tactfully when we had complaints in our class diary regarding the standard of our cleanliness of the class. You sincerely care. I know. Mr Siau, I have not had the chance to thank you for letting me off the hook that time I skipped school to see Torres. ( no regrets there ) Any 'sane' teacher would have done otherwise. Especially since I lied saying I had sore eyes before coming clean. And for that, I am grateful. I must say this. You guys are really awesome. And have an awesome Teacher's Day.
Cikgu Asnah
Selamat Hari Guru daripada semua pelajar Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan daripada Sekolah Menengah Yishun Town. Saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada cikgu atas tunjuk ajar cikgu. Saya tahu saya kadang-kadang malas nak buat kerja sekolah yang cikgu berikan. Heehee. :) Terima kasih cikgu kerana telah bersusah payah print kertas latihan Anderson untuk kami semua dan tidak meminta apa-apa pun daripada kami. Cikgu power! Sekali lagi, terima kasih.
Miss Kong and Mdm Tan
Woohoo! Chemistry and Physics teachers. Thanks Miss Kong for everything you have done for our class. Our class is lazy to the core. I know. But we're trying to change. You are such an inspiration. To sum it up in three words, you are an awesome, dedicated and decisive teacher. Mdm Tan you're exercises are funny. Still, it keeps us awake. You make Physics sound so easy most of the times. Yet, I still struggle to pass. But I know one thing for sure. You'll be there when we need you. For that, thanks. Happy Teachers Day! :)
I don't want to let you guys down.
I'll study hard.
Maybe after eating later.
After reading a book.
After watching television.
And play computer games.
Lols.
Me and my predictable procrastination.
Signing off now.
I would to take this opportunity to thank all the teachers that made an impact on me regardless of the magnitude.
First and foremost, I would like to express my heartfelt thoughts. Let's start with my form and co-form teachers.
Mr Siau and Mdm Zahara
You guys are AWESOME having to put up with students like us, 4E5 students are difficult to handle I must say, and you guys have to have a gargantuan amount of patience not to scream and shout at us. I know we are no angels (we're more of tykes or like boisterous five-year-olds ). We're kinda sorry that we could not get the i-class awards you guys envisioned for us at the start of the year. We disappoint much than we make you guys proud. Mdm Zahara, you have been the nicest and patient teacher to us 4E5. You scolded us tactfully when we had complaints in our class diary regarding the standard of our cleanliness of the class. You sincerely care. I know. Mr Siau, I have not had the chance to thank you for letting me off the hook that time I skipped school to see Torres. ( no regrets there ) Any 'sane' teacher would have done otherwise. Especially since I lied saying I had sore eyes before coming clean. And for that, I am grateful. I must say this. You guys are really awesome. And have an awesome Teacher's Day.
Cikgu Asnah
Selamat Hari Guru daripada semua pelajar Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan daripada Sekolah Menengah Yishun Town. Saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada cikgu atas tunjuk ajar cikgu. Saya tahu saya kadang-kadang malas nak buat kerja sekolah yang cikgu berikan. Heehee. :) Terima kasih cikgu kerana telah bersusah payah print kertas latihan Anderson untuk kami semua dan tidak meminta apa-apa pun daripada kami. Cikgu power! Sekali lagi, terima kasih.
Miss Kong and Mdm Tan
Woohoo! Chemistry and Physics teachers. Thanks Miss Kong for everything you have done for our class. Our class is lazy to the core. I know. But we're trying to change. You are such an inspiration. To sum it up in three words, you are an awesome, dedicated and decisive teacher. Mdm Tan you're exercises are funny. Still, it keeps us awake. You make Physics sound so easy most of the times. Yet, I still struggle to pass. But I know one thing for sure. You'll be there when we need you. For that, thanks. Happy Teachers Day! :)
I don't want to let you guys down.
I'll study hard.
Maybe after eating later.
After reading a book.
After watching television.
And play computer games.
Lols.
Me and my predictable procrastination.
Signing off now.