you bleed just to know you're alive;
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ Today At School
This kinda expresses what I am feeling right now.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

* I am weird. *

oh hello stranger
Shahirah IS my name
YTSS Graduate '09
National Police Cadet Corp
NCO Batch '08-09
YJCian

Just so you know
I ESPECIALLY hate suck-ups.
So if you're one, GO AWAY
by clicking here

I detest CYBER-BULLYING.
I have tolerance
but I am only human so
there is LIMITS.
I am a little introverted.
I may seem cold and aloof
but I warm up to people once
I am comfortable.

I wish people will not judge me.

Liverpool Supporter


If you do not like me
or what I write just
click here
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If you hate potatoes, I hate you. So, go join the anti-potato-ians and hide in a corner.

non=material wants
Wants
[X] Lance Corporal
[X] Corporal
[X] Sergeant
[X] Staff Sergeant
[X] Get GOLD for Napha Test.
[X] Get top ten in cross country.
[X] Do well in block test.
[ ] Meet MM Lee.
[ ] Dont flare up easily.
[ ] See the good in people.
No matter what.


music

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

talk it out
SPAMMERS WILL BE PROSECUTED

train to nowhere
Adriana
Alfian -the Bilingualist
Alfian - the Bilingualist
Asrul

Boon Yee

Cheuktow

Edna

Fatin
Felicia

Hasanah

Irina

Jasena~Good Friend
Jasmine
Jia Hui
Jiamin
Jiawen~Best Friend
Jonquil~Good Friend
Jowin

Katricia

Liang Wei
Lin Jie
Litong

Mischievous Duo

Nabillah

Qi Xuan

Syahirah
Sumaiyah

Varina
Veronica

Wan Jun

Yin Hang

Zhuang Yi

thanksgiving
.fourth!Romance is the designer.
Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.