I just did not try hard enough maybe. Maybe I am just lazy. There are people I do not want to disappoint with mediocre results. My parents, myself, Miss Pay, Cikgu Asnah and those who believed in me. My results are like shit these year. Yeah shit. Compared to sec one and sec two.
Screw. Last year I lost the award to her by a mere 0.2 marks. And this time I lost to her again. I do not really know by how many marks since she only told me the grade. I really cannot comprehend how come the results were like that. I remembered distinctly how I beat her in every single test beginning from this year. Except for one term test and I got the same marks for EOY as her. I still dun get how I lost to her in overall. Screw. I wanted to beat her but alas, luck was not on my side.
That 'smart alec' or should I say miss-noe-it-all kept asking redundant questions as usual today.
I think she is just trying to act smart. I have been so competitive with her that it is hindering my growth. Haix.
Updating about the Admiralty Park visit.
The map of the park.
Can you spot the komodo dragon or mudskipper??
My form teacher. Aliff is in the right part of the picture and Amanda on the left.
Jian Siang in the middle of the picture.
A desolate path. Nope just an alternate path.
Signing off now.