Twilight. Again. LOLS.

Saturday we had NPCC training. For the sec ones. We have not had training for ourselves for like so long.

It started with morning PT. We took them to the outdoor basketball court. The guy PTIs was like dominating the PT and I felt irritated. Haix. Until I told Jiawen. And then she told me to fight for it. And then it dawned upon me. Because of that I felt like I could do it. Haix. You people wouldnt understand the emotional turbulence I had fighting inside me at that particular juncture. Sometimes, I can be a total pushover.

I hope I am right.

Then we had drills. Shall not elaborate much. But it was not that bad and not that good. I had a lot to say during debrief. But I couldnt express it. I feel alot comfortable in talking to the sec ones when certain authority figures are not there. I guess its a matter of nerves. I have a lot to say in mind but I couldnt say it. Haix.

I just hope I would not stutter my words.

CONGRATS MISS ZAHARA!!
She married on Saturday. WOW. She was so pretty in the bridal dress. Me and Jiawen turned up there in NPCC PT kit. LOLS. Cause no time change. I just went there to have a look. Then saw Siti and chatted a while before turning back to Sunplaza. Onthe way to the bus stop saw an archery session. It was very cool. I am sure everyone feels like Robin Hood with those huge bows and arrows.

Then me and Jiawen went to slack in the library. We flipped through magazines. And we talked some crap and laughed ourselves silly. Then I went home after an hour or two in the library.